entropicage

A year. Has it really been a year? In that time, what REALLY has changed? About me? About my problems? What have I learned? What have I done? Counting it up, there's a lot less than I would have hoped. Really, there's almost bubkis. I gave myself too many excuses, I let myself sit in self pity for too long, and what's worse is I let myself get complacent.

I let myself be paralyzed by my own weakness and uncertainty. No more! I'm going to stop avoiding my problems, accept what I have to work with, and make it WORK better.

I CAN do this. If not for me, then... for them.